Monday, November 07, 2011

just messed up

Monday and I'm going to work, life goes on and that is how it is... tomorrow I will go to my mother's and do what I have been doing for a while now. She needs to get stronger or else she won't have the life she wants. She is working on it but it is not easy.
I on the other hand am just floating along, days and nights, sports suck lately --- they have me depressed to say the least. I haven't changed not one ioda and I do not think I can nor do I really want to. I need more energy that I do not have so be it.
It is messed up. What I wrote and then what happened. I need to let it go and get back to it. I can't change anything If I don't change. So I will and that will be it.

It is cold all ready. I hate the cold.

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