Tuesday, August 23, 2005

graduation


found this old picture from around 1992-3 ... that boy in the green sweatshirt graduated today. that boy that i call the f and a kid, it is a joke but not funny, but he is a wonderful son, and person. i'm happy the graduation part is over. now to go on with things.
the youngest in this photo is 14, two have children and one had a child on the way. where does innocence go? does it fade like wallpaper hit by sunlight or even just being hung... does it just one day disappear as the stone you walk by at some place, gone, you dont even know it, or realize it, just a space that was once full is now empty... when you lose your innocence does it hurt, or does losing it hurt you.... or is it like a chocolate bar, when cool it is hard, then warm it softens, too hot it melts, and isnt a chocolate bar anymore but something else, syrup that is gooey to some enjoyed to others just a big mess and worthless just trash. innocence, i wish i had mine back sometimes, it is easier to live when blind and ignorant and without this mind or is that a lie?

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