New baby

Mom. Alastair

Mom's monster sundae and my little monster

Halloween

It is Halloween and I have no candy...wowo..
not like me at all, must hit the store sometime in work I guess.
My boss will be back today, not something I am looking forward to but none the less done.
Tomorrow is November 1st and Thanksgiving is not far away then Christmas, what is happening...
Time going by way to fast. just WOW

sunday oct30

Tomorrow is Halloween, can't believe the year is coming to a close with November then Thanksgiving and Christmas all there...wow...
wow what bunch of changes this year

busy

things have been very busy, and i have been enjoying my life
made Alastair a caterpiller costume, and baby Ricky a dracula, so...happy it feels good to be prodoctive.... creativity always feels good. Went to the bris last night.. Very nice, very different. Wonderful to see how other religions celebrate. Tonight is Rob's wedding... looking forward to some fun. then work and then a day off just nice to cuddle up at night.

last thursday oct2011

rolling out

like a great big pumpkin ripe in the garden ready to pick
to make a jackolantern, funny or chic
like the leaves that linger by stem to a twig
crisp like chips bagged or set free
like the scent in the air gone is the seabreeze
and smoke replaced by autumn gust clean
and blown time rambles on like a runner
keeping pace children once toddling
now in the race
my heart yearns for those days of carefree
existence, unaware of the world and its keeper
of resistence, shaded by family, surrounded with love
no knowledge of struggle, or money or doubt
although they linger waiting to tingle the thread
and pounce as a cat playing with a mouse
i kiss this morning like many others
with lips sure and pursed planted upon them
the love, i can't explain it, it takes all away
and blessed i go on,
today unscathed.

thank God tomorrow is Tuesday

I am so happy I have the day off and I am going to visit Mom. Should be a nice visit. Do her laundry, take her out, keep her jumping. ha.

made a nice dinner for them tomorrow so i'm not gonna worry, no i'm not.
my carriers suck right now they just really do

friday oct 21

totally exhausted....peter pan tonight. should be a good one.
just can't deal with anything right now.
argh

needng fun

I've come to the conclusion that i can't keep going on working and coming home and having the same doldrum day after day, it just isnt working for me. Tomorrow is peter pan and next friday is the big wedding. I am looking forward to both... Home has me stressed and i need a vacation... my job just sucks right now. This better change. argh

Argggghhh

I dislike people who are entitled and I dislike people who threaten me too. They can all go fuck themselves

ugh

when you have barely been in work and your boss raps on you...saying you have let things go...that is when you can get really pissed off...what an asshole. i am really not in the mood to make any sacrifices for a boss who comes down on me when i have done nothing but do my job when i am there...too bad the person covering me doesnt ugh

also mom has 3 drs appointments this week...busy busy...

october 17

no much time ...running late. was at Mom's for 3 nights ..4 days... she is okay but not that great. So weak too many surgerys in one month. She baked yesterday which was wonderful. Key: do things you like to do that keep you busy and build strength. This Friday is Peter Pan. Mark you calendar....what fun it should be.

otherwise too much bs in work. have a lot to do to straighten out my unit and get everyone on board...looking forward to making cupcakes this fall and winter and having a little fun with that. Will go to restuarant depot and get a giant sized cupcake pan to bake many at a time. No I am not tired of cupcakes!

Fall romps, MFA to see Degas, MOS for Pompei and the new omni, Peter Pan this weekend and Diana down at Foxwoods. Today shop for material for costumes. Don't know if that is happening or what.

The gray granny is dead. It was killed by a driver who failed to yeild. On would go the saga of no good deed goes unpunished.
blah.

Time

Time takes my heart and wraps it up
In paper to melt under rain
In plastic to never fade
In wool warm as words
In thought to know the way


So sad sometimes at losses and the gains. So happy for the smiles that come my way so I'm living for the moment and trying to stay sane

Johnny 13

crazy

must be nuts... husband requests I cook a turkey, I knew it wouldn't be done for supper time so I made a beef stew, now everyone has had stew, and gone to bed...up am still up waiting for the turkey! I must be one.

Pop Warner football

Pics

And

I need prayers for my beloved Grandson who turns 13 on the 11th. They found a cyst on his brain. How fm horrid is that. Now he has to see a neurologist

Actually

Gabble is a verb. To speak incoherently. Haha. So I must have known it. But. Hummm what is it to talk in you sleep coherently

Three times

Can't sleep listening for my mom. Sometimes I can hear her snoring. Here or there she gabbles. Yes I know it is not a word. But I made it up. Gabble. To talk coherently in your sleep. I hope she's not made about the toilet price but it is done and I don't have to worry. Good night all

So much goings on

The week started out great with Mom being released from the hospital, but for myself it has been quite crazy. Axel, overheated car, then brakes, then my basement was flooded by a horrific rain storm and I had to leave to take care of Mom... now at Mom's somehow the water reserve tank broke, and low and behold another flood. Mom is tired. I am nervous. She says she is ok. All I can do is pray. She was not prepared for the craziness, and well I just took it upon myself and got the thing fixed. It is really too much to expect my brother to come down and fix it today or my husband whose car is in need of repair too...so the decision was made and it is fixed.
Now hopefully tomorrow will be a better day. trouble trouble go away we don't want you need you or love you in anyway. trouble trouble burst your bubble and stubble away to your cave

No horseshoe

I have no horseshoe could someone send me one. A four leaf clover would be nice too. Anything for luck as I have none. It just sucks

Under the Mist

Funny Faces

Aunt Helen, Mom and Di and Alastair

Sunday

It is written that Sunday is the Lord's Day. For those of Jewish faith Saturday is their Sabbath. I don't know about the rest of the religions because there are many. But I do know that as life goes on. My life anyway-- That there is a need for a day of rest, a day of contemplation, a day of reserve. If I don't grab days to not wake up in a rush, Not rush to work, not push to do all that I must do, not shop, cook, clean, with vigor I just burn out. I meaning my inner self. Tears build for days when this happens. So it must be depression caused from over extending myself over and over. Then something comes along and they flow. And when they do, I like to be in my car driving. For if I am wailing to myself only me and the universe is listening. This is a soothing release that helps
There has to be time for peace

morning

busy busy between work and going to hospital to see Mom.... will not let a day pass without seeing her if I can. just too much crap at work. argh...and not enough time to do things at home. a winning number would be great. ha. Red Sox sucking makes me cry...I hate to see Terry go, but the guys...well they just didnt get it. instead of a winning team they became a group of losers. that is what you get. nothing when you cant be a team