amuck

havent been able to get here much... never get to finish anything. i need to have only one job. what does someone do who gets herself into the position of having too much to do all the time and not enough time to enjoy life without feeling guilty. I must work on all this stuff. I am waiting to hear from the post office about a job offer, i dont really want it, but if they give it ill take it. i am disappointed at their lies. it is bs.

i like working at the community center but my boss has me over the edge with her micromanagment. I am tired all the time as i have lyme disease. i wish it would go away.
i am nervous about writing in here because i am worried about losing my stuff... i have been editing my novel. my dear daughter is going to be my editor lol...