Sunday, March 20, 2005


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Take 3 Deep Breaths

Gate: a barrier that can be opened -- gates let people and dogs and other animals in, but cats and teenagers often climb over or find a way around them. Gates obstructions, opened – closed – in - out – ajar---
Gates -- skiers, glide, fly through ---- alike but not alike are The Gates at Central Park. I wonder could I have cross-country’d through them?

Dee and Margie Posted by Hello

Times Square Posted by Hello

My Take on THE GATES ( Take 2)

My Take on THE GATES ( Take 2)

We arrived at the Port Authority at 11 am. Since it was a Sunday before a holiday we decided to see a show, walk through Rockerfeller Center, take a swim at our hotel, and save The Gates for the next day, Monday, the day we would return home. But late that night, as we peered out of our hotel window to the street below, snow was sticking and melting all over Times Square. We took a late walk to get snack.At that time I wondered, should we have gone today? It was snowing so hard, what would tomorrow bring? Wet slushy dripping mucky muddy?

Our motto was, “Whatever is going to happen is just going to happen, so don’t worry about a thing.” And that was just what we did.
As we walked past the Square the flakes were huge and stuck to my lens.




Here’s Dee and Margie

It was dark, and wet, and light, and snowy. But these pictures make me wonder, what is that orange, that red? Is it really bad film, I just bought it the day before we left. I’ll never purchase that again. Another side of me wonders, is that something else? At the very least I find it beautiful.

Friday, March 18, 2005

everything is a little bit backwards.....

arghhh how to straighten it out... blah blah blah

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collage of many photos Posted by Hello

snowman smile Posted by Hello

go left and right the path is wide Posted by Hello

Welcome enter as you will Posted by Hello

The First Picture Posted by Hello

My Take on the Gates (Take 1)

My Take on “The Gates”


Growing up in Boston I developed a love affair, and romantic notions, about places with large trees, grassy knolls, squirrels, pigeons, swans, and paddle boats, a Frog Pond that humans swim in and a public garden that has a bridge where meant to be lovers could accidentally meet, all this not far from tall buildings and a river where sailboats race and rowboats float. These pictures came from the Boston Common where I can sit on a shady bench and imagine cows grazing still, and the Boston Public Garden where women and men walk with umbrellas and secretly smoke, and children long to pick flowers even though they are told ‘no.’ But having all these notions, doesn’t blind me to the historical reality that these places were planned and with a great purpose. And through them I discovered Frederick Olmstead, the architect, and I’ve often though, “Humm, what a man!” And of course learning about him, I also learned about Central Park in New York City, the home of those damn Yankees, but I can't help it, I love it there.

This park beloved by so many, why me, why the thunder and the beat, why be one of the many, instead of one of the few? Maybe it is because Central Park seems undiscoverable, there is always more there to see, to walk, to ponder on, then I have made it through. Someday perhaps my infatuation will dissolve into a more realistic view, but for now, it remains a place where my imagination finds no flaws, only love and landscape, beauty and road.

And those roads lead me to “The Gates” The Christos and Jean Claude exhibit that took place in Central Park just last month (February 2005) for only a two weeks.

Last summer, when I visited the park, the Dairy all ready had merchandise for sale. Drawings of what “The Gates” would look like, documentations of the ‘plan.’ I bought nothing, but mused about the idea, wondering would it really be like the drawings, large scale, romantic, bright orange sheets flowing from rectangle arches erected in the park to create a form of tunnel? Is that what it would be like? The park can be dark, ominous in the winter, except when it snows. I thought about it, let the pictures float in my mind, and then they passed until the news media, and the Executive Director of my community center remarked to me, “My sister in law is working on that.”

I thought, “What would her experience be?” And then later on, “What would my experience be?” I asked around, “Who will come with me?” I felt like the Little Red Hen, not me, not me --- me--- but only if you, arghhh!

Through diligence and with delight two co-workers said they would take the jaunt to Manhattan and visit “The Gates.” So we took the bus out of South Station for an over night stay.

We reached Harlem by 10:30, the edge of Central Park and I took out my camera and took a shot, the first sight of the orange, the saffron as it is called, my heart and eyes leapt through the dark light, the camera snapped as the bus rolled on down the avenue.


How strange the photo is. Is it bad film, bad light, is it a reflection, is it a spirit? I caught the flaccid and the blown, but it is dark and hard to read with shadow. However, this the first picture gives me something I felt missing during my visit. The gift of the spiritual a feeling of the unknown.

Thursday, March 17, 2005

so here is someone


MAX First Night 2005 Posted by Hello


this is from the performance of "Where Are the Wild Things?" an adaptation of Where The Wild Things Are by Maurice Sendak A test to see how I could go about uploading etc. I plan on working on my Gates experience that will be interesting.

its been awhile

i realize i havent been writing much of anything except my blues and fighting for my life which is probably going to be the way it has to be for eternity since dreams do go up in smoke sometimes.

i will be traveling to arizona to visit my sister and that will be nice. i need a break ...the last time i wrote in here my blogger got lot so i stopped that was months ago.
i wonder if i can rectify that... being slightly depressed about nothing and trying to work things out in my mind that just are not working out.

i will be a new grandmother again, again not under the best of circumstances, when we had our children we planned, things were not perfect but we were a team, and we knew we would care for our own. now i know things i dont want to know now i understand things i dont want to understand im going to try to write daily even if it makes no sense that's that

happy st patricks day