Friday, December 19, 2014

Jerk sgain

Boss played smallest violin. Psoriatic arthritis is nothing to shake a stick at.  

Wednesday, December 17, 2014

Thursday, December 04, 2014

So

A slap in my face McDonald will run the meetings while Gary is off.  No I am not doing the numbers. Why would I.  Just s jerk. Shawn has no leader shop qualities hiw did hd get where he is

Wednesday, November 26, 2014

Day before thanksgiving

Glad to be out of work. I need some time off. I am tired of being bullied and I am also tired of my boss rolling his eyes at me.  I don't trust him.  Gary said is it that bad. Yes it is.  It is s horrid feeling knowing I am working with someone who deliberately tried to undermine meby telling others supervisors not to attend the morning meeting.   And my boss just lets it go.   I am keeping notes now every day Barbara called  and told me Andrew told brought  in all the nifties at 2 am. She said it is s grievance.  I said tell Shawn. But she won't. She was just calling me and telling me so it would be on record. What good is having a boss if you can't talk to him for fear of accusation or reprisal.  Things have gone from bad to worse with my boss. I just want to be left alone by all these other jerks

Fri d

Funny how I just don't want to deal 

Tuesday, November 25, 2014

Ugh movem 25. 1 month til Christmas.

Another ugly day at work. Found out Andrew told the other supwrvisors not to attend the meeting. Wow that just blows my mind. He tries to pick fights. Let's see taking parking spots. We have always had parking spots that we kept out of respect.  Then the meeting were he yelled at me in front of thd others. I can't stand you look at your schedule and then other supervisors and my manager telling me well can't you just talk to someone else and not talk to Andrew.  Then all of z sudden my boss forgets that was his solution when I told him that was not s solution he agreed. I am writing every fucken thing down!!!

Wednesday, November 12, 2014

Ugh

Do not want to go back to work.  Just not feeling well

Wednesday, November 05, 2014

Liar players and outright thieves

My psyche is damaged.  Damaged by the people I work with. I can't stay there much longer it I will snap. Pitts is not z leader bhe does not coach. He yells intimidated and is just rude. Keep smoking get your lungs full of the dirty dust.  Cry later when your sick mr putts

Tuesday, November 04, 2014

More jerky than I thought

I am so tired.  I can't stand my boss. He is a sneak and not up front.  I am tired of the way he talks to me.  I'm just going to stay away from him. Duck u so. Fysp

Jerks

I work with s bunch of jerks.   Some of them are ok. But a few of them are making me miserable. I need to get out of that place. It is not healthy.  The vibes are bad bad bad. My boss is not z leader   He doesn't even try to address the problems he just lets them in gold.  Go away I need a break from you too  Jerk

Wednesday, October 29, 2014

K

Knocked out by thought and expectations just ridiculous. Sometimes I do not know what exactly I just feel it and I am pissed off.  I don't want to be yelled at. I'm going down to somerville now leave me the f slone

Tuesday, October 28, 2014

Saturday, October 25, 2014

Unknown

So much going on promises not given. Hope down the tubes. Looking to get out of the situation. Not knowing what to do. Leadership. Where is it valued.  Who do I talk to. Who do I trust. It doesn't make any sense. The jobs that are supposed to be filled aren't. It my mind wants to run.  I am trying not to let go let someone else worry about the building worry about the questions.  I can't believe I feel like this. I need a shower.  I need a hair cut. I need peacec Nd a clean house would make me feel sooo much better. I have to iver come this and I will. 

Wednesday, October 08, 2014

Exciting

I am going to be s grandmother again. 6 wow before summer

Wednesday, October 01, 2014

Hummm

If I spoke to some one the way he spoke to me double standard

Friday, September 19, 2014

I am getting old

The world seems younger when I am in a class where the instructor is my daughters age.  Frightening.  The place needs to be brought up to date. The youth really are not for me

Thursday, September 18, 2014

Monday, September 08, 2014

Ugh

Don't want to deal with this today. The people I work with suck


Sunday, September 07, 2014

Manager. Management

It is lonely doing things the way you are supposed to when your team mates are not on the same page. It is a fucken battle when no one has your back. And to gave some one say. I don't want to get involved. That sucks