The party

Ricky was so happy.

Call at 7 am

Now in Plymouth. Will this ever cease. Vacation cannot come fast enough. At high point. Remember years past driving him here in the neon. The car was over heating it has one red door. Rest of it was white. The door fell off. I was crying as I drive home. He left the next day didn't even get a ride but hitchhiked. Another nightmare. I don't need to imagine

Tough day

Ricky turned 7. Took 8 hours to make his cake. Tomorrow is the party. I am exhausted

Lil zR

7 today. Have cake to make.

Arghh

Going crazy

Getting ready for vacation

Did medication. Now just 6 days. Wow

what hit me

yesterday after the long day.... somewhere my body crashed... I went to bed helpless, unable to move. i really have to be careful i have no idea what happened to me, couldnt bend my knees and my neck would not twist...i guess i over did my day..

one week til we take off

one week til we take off for some r and r...wonder what the kids will do this time...they are adults and i need to keep my fingers crossed...so anxious and i really dont want to me.  F has vertigo...please let him feel better.  xx

Morning glories taking over

Summertime still exists

When will the last day of the big swim take place. Today Di,Ali,Ricky,Johnny, and I all went for a swim. I raced Johnny 10 laps. I was winning and then in the 9th lap Johnny overtook me. Little Ricky got 3 yathzees in Sponge Bob Yathzee for Real. We went shopping Saturday night and all was perfectly good. Got to see all 4 of my grandsons today. Especially little Lynkoln. And here he is

Cooler

I miss the heat. But I am warm hot all over like a heat wrap unpacked if possible I would be glowing like a lightbulb

Spam

Tired of the spam email. I am shutting the function off

Labor Day Weekend

A nice weekend with actually 2 days off. Kids came by everyday and little Ricky stayed for the weekend. Watched Dark Shadows, Snow White and the Huntsman, and Copper. Finally a tv show I am enjoying. Had fun with Ricky swimming. So cute. Hemmed his shorts for first day of school and played Jaws and swam til our fingers wrinkled.
Tonight we has salmon on the grill. The girls were funny. Dyed Diaana's hair pink and red. And just had fun.
Worried about baby Lynkoln but nothing I can do. Pray pray
On with the end of the year. :(.

August outta here

Sitting outside south station. Waiting and waiting. It is almost 330. I am sick. I don't know If I have enough gas to take us where we are going. Things are spiraling downward. I feel as if this will never end

Photos in Mom's Albums

Call

He calls me from there
The place where his children are
The place where the mother sleeps and sleeps anger persists
I want to let him come here with the children but I can't

just wandering

I love the new app for the iphone on the blogger, it is easy for me to write a quick thought or post a few pics as a break from what ever or whomever.... just a release and it works well much better than the previous app...otherwise... the apple help desk ruined my iphone apps, i lost all my music and well it just makes me angry but there is nothing i can do about it now, misinformation and that is the point, i might someday sit down and try to fix it all but i don't know if it is even worth the time.  it takes devotion to stay up to date with all of that.

currently I am suffering with a nasty sinus cold and could just stay in bed all day, but I am trying to work it out of me doing a bit of cleaning and later will sit in the sun and hope that rest will help retire the bug...I hate so getting this seasonal cold, it seems as if I always get one in September...but it is has come early and hopefully it will leave me before my hub and i escape to my favorite place on earth for right now in my life anyway...I think we change as we age.... I never before felt the need to escape to run away to just convalesce...but now I do ...I need pampering and playtime...is anyone ever too old for such?

August 25th,

cooler mornings came in nearly a week ago...since then the mid day is the warmest part of the day, calling me home, calling me to come out and play as the heat and sweet sun will not last more than that 4 hours just isnt enough
f says lets retire to florida, i cant even think about retiring right now, then i read, so and so and so and so and so and so 59, 62, 63 and so forth have died... it could be the end of life at any moment, but i have not lived to my fullest potential as of yet...i have not rewritten my novel or my fairy tales or anything really.... where is that paper for the haiku's ...geesh ive got to get in focus or it will be gone.

Lynkoln and I

Mom and Dad and More

Time is a blink