What an exhausting time

Jerk sgain

Boss played smallest violin. Psoriatic arthritis is nothing to shake a stick at.  

Boss

My boss is a twit

So

A slap in my face McDonald will run the meetings while Gary is off.  No I am not doing the numbers. Why would I.  Just s jerk. Shawn has no leader shop qualities hiw did hd get where he is

Day before thanksgiving

Glad to be out of work. I need some time off. I am tired of being bullied and I am also tired of my boss rolling his eyes at me.  I don't trust him.  Gary said is it that bad. Yes it is.  It is s horrid feeling knowing I am working with someone who deliberately tried to undermine meby telling others supervisors not to attend the morning meeting.   And my boss just lets it go.   I am keeping notes now every day Barbara called  and told me Andrew told brought  in all the nifties at 2 am. She said it is s grievance.  I said tell Shawn. But she won't. She was just calling me and telling me so it would be on record. What good is having a boss if you can't talk to him for fear of accusation or reprisal.  Things have gone from bad to worse with my boss. I just want to be left alone by all these other jerks

Fri d

Funny how I just don't want to deal 

Ugh movem 25. 1 month til Christmas.

Another ugly day at work. Found out Andrew told the other supwrvisors not to attend the meeting. Wow that just blows my mind. He tries to pick fights. Let's see taking parking spots. We have always had parking spots that we kept out of respect.  Then the meeting were he yelled at me in front of thd others. I can't stand you look at your schedule and then other supervisors and my manager telling me well can't you just talk to someone else and not talk to Andrew.  Then all of z sudden my boss forgets that was his solution when I told him that was not s solution he agreed. I am writing every fucken thing down!!!

Ugh

Do not want to go back to work.  Just not feeling well

Liar players and outright thieves

My psyche is damaged.  Damaged by the people I work with. I can't stay there much longer it I will snap. Pitts is not z leader bhe does not coach. He yells intimidated and is just rude. Keep smoking get your lungs full of the dirty dust.  Cry later when your sick mr putts

More jerky than I thought

I am so tired.  I can't stand my boss. He is a sneak and not up front.  I am tired of the way he talks to me.  I'm just going to stay away from him. Duck u so. Fysp

Jerks

I work with s bunch of jerks.   Some of them are ok. But a few of them are making me miserable. I need to get out of that place. It is not healthy.  The vibes are bad bad bad. My boss is not z leader   He doesn't even try to address the problems he just lets them in gold.  Go away I need a break from you too  Jerk

K

Knocked out by thought and expectations just ridiculous. Sometimes I do not know what exactly I just feel it and I am pissed off.  I don't want to be yelled at. I'm going down to somerville now leave me the f slone

Pics

Unknown

So much going on promises not given. Hope down the tubes. Looking to get out of the situation. Not knowing what to do. Leadership. Where is it valued.  Who do I talk to. Who do I trust. It doesn't make any sense. The jobs that are supposed to be filled aren't. It my mind wants to run.  I am trying not to let go let someone else worry about the building worry about the questions.  I can't believe I feel like this. I need a shower.  I need a hair cut. I need peacec Nd a clean house would make me feel sooo much better. I have to iver come this and I will. 

Exciting

I am going to be s grandmother again. 6 wow before summer

Hummm

If I spoke to some one the way he spoke to me double standard

I am getting old

The world seems younger when I am in a class where the instructor is my daughters age.  Frightening.  The place needs to be brought up to date. The youth really are not for me

Ouch

No new job boo hoo

Ugh

Don't want to deal with this today. The people I work with suck

Manager. Management

It is lonely doing things the way you are supposed to when your team mates are not on the same page. It is a fucken battle when no one has your back. And to gave some one say. I don't want to get involved. That sucks

Thoughts

Perhaps a new job two weeks. Teeth chattering. No really a good thing.  My own building row.  Wow.  Let it go!

Bad day ahead

I have something going on. Fred is sick too. Not good. Depressed 

Arghh

Same bull shit. I think it sucks

trying new keyboard

typing on a portable keyboard   not bad the keys are just in a little different spaces. but it is working out ok   down the cape with Mom   she is doing ok.  it is 3 years since she returned home from Louisana   it is three years since her big surgery   she is not doing as well as she woulld like  .  I blMW that on the drs in Louisiana who didnt want to treat her in the first place   it is not an easy situaton for her  her breathing is at a diminished capacity, and she gets shortness of breath which makes everything harder for her to do   she gets tiired from doimg not much,   so i will see how this liittle key oard works out    i should be writing every day.  

Pics

Momday Monday. Can I

Still in bed at my moms. Stretching out. Will try to do the deck today the. Home. This week is going to fly by.   Everyone is doing thd I d bucket challenge.for ALS. I have to get my donation in.  It is a goid cause!

Scarlett

Ugh

Ugh is all I have to say.  Tired. Glady Ricky is here

Scarlett

Scarlett was born 6 weeks early.  She is beautiful and I pray she gets stronger every say.  She already has a   Yes I am Scarlett attitude.  She wants to see everything.  I love my first granddaughter.  So happy she is here 

More new boss

Well it happened. People are being shuffled.  Carillo. Sirsngano.  I wonder who else will take the hit.  Murphy left.  To fbe successful you have to reach the people. To be successful you have to get more than your bang for a buck to be successful you have to wling to put in more effort.  Drive it

Ugh

New boss I'm scared

Growing

Learning new things at. 55 yes continually.  My angst though gets the better of me. Plan failures. You know it. Ugh

Ali turns 3

Creativity feels good

And Dianna says I forgot Peso.  Omg. Tomorrow!

Happy third birthday almost to my Alastair