Labor Day weekend 2019

Made two batches pure soap

One grapefruit rose geranium

One bergamot Rosemary

Found out rose clay is a deep colorant.  Real beats fake

9/2/2019

making plaster for the kids to paint when they come.  cleaning refrigerator and well
still hoping to retire sooner than later.

can not believe how beautiful the "wedding soap" came out
not crazy about the bastille soap, doubt I will make it again.
enjoying the quiet

Love is
Love
tears
fears
I say put out your hand and take it gently
listen and assist if you are able
I am unable right now
unable to cry although I want to
it has been this way for a long time
I just want to snap
pressure from all sides
work for free
that is what they do
they guilt you into working for free
or they say you waste time so that things cant be done
pressure is unreal
from all places

 

Moms hair

July 3

I have a miserable cold.  Fred bought home lobster and little necks.  Dinner though lots of work was awesome.   Wish I felt better. Oh well

Wow been awhile

For months we’ll years my app was in need. Update update and now I found it to be true. How cool is this.    Lots to do around here. Early springflowers are up. Love looking at them in the morning before going to work.  I really love them. 💚

I’m back

Somehow I was lost could not find my blog for over a year but now I back in and we shall see where it takes me

Little Dora

Ugh

Yes boots.  

Stuff

Tomorrow is a big day

Fred Ct scan

What is exactly there.  Then Monday 

I know I have an appt but I forget the date. Maybe next week. 

Twisted

The world is a twister

Emotions opinions how crazy can things get.  Blessings to everyone

Suffering

Yup it doesn't stop. If not one. Another. I just have to step back

Gabby

Ugh

Ugh

Craziness

I hate Facebook.  Some times you just go mad. I've gone mad.  But I guess the reality that Donald Trump is our president elect is real.  I am not a protester but I feel so much angst in so many people I know it is very hard to not be upset. So much has damaged my psyche. I can't stand it

Truth

Sometimes what is the truth is not the same truth for others. My truth is not your truth. How can this be. Because of perceptions and anticipations. Relative to all things.  I can't do it. I can support a hateful world one of prejudice and selfishness and out and out bigotry. I will not

More

More on that

Nerves up

Frustrated with everything ugh

Election

Donald trump is the

Most vile man I've ever had to look at or listen to. How dare he call Hillary nasty.  He is beyond nasty surpassing revolting. He reminds me of the horrid 7th graders who spit on my daughter.  If he is elected I will lose my mind 

October

Time is fleeting. October is nearly gone  Halloween looms then Thanksgiving and Christmas tagging behind.  I am praying for good luck. I miss my Mom still. How does one move on

Disney 2016