The house

Looked at a house with Steph and Shawn. Shawn asked Scarlett do you want to live here. Scarly said no. Do goes the house. Besides there was only one entrance to the bathroom on the second floor. Through the bedroom.   That makes no sense!

Aug30. 2016

Change has come

Dianna moved to Ohio

Steph planning on moving to the cape

Fred and I and Mikey. Johnny is supposed to come more in. We will see very busy summer. Miss Mom. Really miss Mom

June in 1 day

   But some other good stuff.  Tomorrow is May 31 hard to believe. So much

Has happened. Fx my foot three weeks ago.  It is like torture

God bless

Over 40 years I've known you visited you when you lived close. Talked to you on the phone when far away then lost touch but reconnected again shared many of the same ideas. Likes and dislikes.   We grew in separate space yet still we connected. And now you have gone to the other side where my mom has gone.  And I will join you some day too. Amen

Ugh

Really sad today fighting the blues

So still

It is still. The air my feelings linger. I just don't get it. It is 6 months now. I miss my mom.  I miss our time together. I just do. I'm working hard and just seem to be getting no where

Go pats

You can overcome this.   Let's go Tommy!

January

Somehow I made it through the holidays. Mom was always there and she is still there. Yesterday They found that Gabby has a heart murmur. Mom had a heart murmur.  Two nights I dreamed of mom. The horror of her passing. Not when she passed but before that. I know she went peacefully but before. The day before the sounds of her breathing struggling between two worlds haunts me.  And now I have this wretched cold. Ugh! Onto tomorriw but I don't want it to go by so fast. We did have some wonderful holidays. Now I have to get my crap together