More wandering

Mom rests.  I see her hand reach out.  I sit beside her doing nothing. Praying the Lord's Prayer.  I do not want her to suffer.  I do not wish for her death but deep Jesus.  I wish for her to be peaceful without pain without worry. Without want. 

Wandering

Sitting with Mom. Her breathing is rough. They brought in oxigen but she doesn't want it.  Was up for approx 2 hours.  HHA and nurse are supposed to come today.  My brothers that are here but don't want to give up time are just ridiculous. If it is the 

Scarlett turned 1

Great day yesterday for Ali's 4th birthday

Losing it

Yup

Happy 37 steph 34 Rick. Lobsta steak and ari 1 month old

Compaits

Still go not feel welfav hurts

Will it ever get better

Grumpy

My mouth hurts my face hurts.  I eould really like to cry. Bell's palsy friggen pain ful. This sucks!

Ari

My little pixie Ari

Soft like the air

Sings like the wind

Sneezes with a whistle

My little pixie Ari

Tiny little fairy

Smiles light and airy

Fingers magic clearly

My little pixie Ari

Pixie

So mad

Tonight was a beautiful night. My daughter delivered her daughter naturally it should not be ruined because I am sick with Bells Palsey. It should not be ruined because these people at this hospital treated me shabbily because I chose to be with my daughter instead of waiting in the waiting area of the er. And now I am crying feeling sorry foryself because I am just s little person not one of importance but important enough to my daughter that she wanted me here and then when she sawy face she was horrified. Get your face checked mom. They have to fix it

Death

Rip James Willard. 

Sorry that you died young and in such pain.  Rest in Peace no more suffering

Shorty

Tough winter

More snow

Snow snow snow

Help

Go Pats!

Let's go

Let's Pats lets go

Ugh

I am such an idiot

Blizzard

Out if work another day. So happy wish I could retire too wish Mom would say she would go to Florida for the winter. This weather bites!