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Knocked out by thought and expectations just ridiculous. Sometimes I do not know what exactly I just feel it and I am pissed off.  I don't want to be yelled at. I'm going down to somerville now leave me the f slone

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Unknown

So much going on promises not given. Hope down the tubes. Looking to get out of the situation. Not knowing what to do. Leadership. Where is it valued.  Who do I talk to. Who do I trust. It doesn't make any sense. The jobs that are supposed to be filled aren't. It my mind wants to run.  I am trying not to let go let someone else worry about the building worry about the questions.  I can't believe I feel like this. I need a shower.  I need a hair cut. I need peacec Nd a clean house would make me feel sooo much better. I have to iver come this and I will. 

Exciting

I am going to be s grandmother again. 6 wow before summer

Hummm

If I spoke to some one the way he spoke to me double standard

I am getting old

The world seems younger when I am in a class where the instructor is my daughters age.  Frightening.  The place needs to be brought up to date. The youth really are not for me

Ouch

No new job boo hoo

Ugh

Don't want to deal with this today. The people I work with suck

Manager. Management

It is lonely doing things the way you are supposed to when your team mates are not on the same page. It is a fucken battle when no one has your back. And to gave some one say. I don't want to get involved. That sucks

Thoughts

Perhaps a new job two weeks. Teeth chattering. No really a good thing.  My own building row.  Wow.  Let it go!

Bad day ahead

I have something going on. Fred is sick too. Not good. Depressed 

Arghh

Same bull shit. I think it sucks

trying new keyboard

typing on a portable keyboard   not bad the keys are just in a little different spaces. but it is working out ok   down the cape with Mom   she is doing ok.  it is 3 years since she returned home from Louisana   it is three years since her big surgery   she is not doing as well as she woulld like  .  I blMW that on the drs in Louisiana who didnt want to treat her in the first place   it is not an easy situaton for her  her breathing is at a diminished capacity, and she gets shortness of breath which makes everything harder for her to do   she gets tiired from doimg not much,   so i will see how this liittle key oard works out    i should be writing every day.  

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Momday Monday. Can I

Still in bed at my moms. Stretching out. Will try to do the deck today the. Home. This week is going to fly by.   Everyone is doing thd I d bucket challenge.for ALS. I have to get my donation in.  It is a goid cause!

Scarlett

Ugh

Ugh is all I have to say.  Tired. Glady Ricky is here

Scarlett

Scarlett was born 6 weeks early.  She is beautiful and I pray she gets stronger every say.  She already has a   Yes I am Scarlett attitude.  She wants to see everything.  I love my first granddaughter.  So happy she is here 

More new boss

Well it happened. People are being shuffled.  Carillo. Sirsngano.  I wonder who else will take the hit.  Murphy left.  To fbe successful you have to reach the people. To be successful you have to get more than your bang for a buck to be successful you have to wling to put in more effort.  Drive it

Ugh

New boss I'm scared