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So much going on promises not given. Hope down the tubes. Looking to get out of the situation. Not knowing what to do. Leadership. Where is it valued.  Who do I talk to. Who do I trust. It doesn't make any sense. The jobs that are supposed to be filled aren't. It my mind wants to run.  I am trying not to let go let someone else worry about the building worry about the questions.  I can't believe I feel like this. I need a shower.  I need a hair cut. I need peacec Nd a clean house would make me feel sooo much better. I have to iver come this and I will. 

Exciting

I am going to be s grandmother again. 6 wow before summer

Hummm

If I spoke to some one the way he spoke to me double standard

I am getting old

The world seems younger when I am in a class where the instructor is my daughters age.  Frightening.  The place needs to be brought up to date. The youth really are not for me

Ouch

No new job boo hoo

Ugh

Don't want to deal with this today. The people I work with suck

Manager. Management

It is lonely doing things the way you are supposed to when your team mates are not on the same page. It is a fucken battle when no one has your back. And to gave some one say. I don't want to get involved. That sucks

Thoughts

Perhaps a new job two weeks. Teeth chattering. No really a good thing.  My own building row.  Wow.  Let it go!

Bad day ahead

I have something going on. Fred is sick too. Not good. Depressed 

Arghh

Same bull shit. I think it sucks

trying new keyboard

typing on a portable keyboard   not bad the keys are just in a little different spaces. but it is working out ok   down the cape with Mom   she is doing ok.  it is 3 years since she returned home from Louisana   it is three years since her big surgery   she is not doing as well as she woulld like  .  I blMW that on the drs in Louisiana who didnt want to treat her in the first place   it is not an easy situaton for her  her breathing is at a diminished capacity, and she gets shortness of breath which makes everything harder for her to do   she gets tiired from doimg not much,   so i will see how this liittle key oard works out    i should be writing every day.  

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Momday Monday. Can I

Still in bed at my moms. Stretching out. Will try to do the deck today the. Home. This week is going to fly by.   Everyone is doing thd I d bucket challenge.for ALS. I have to get my donation in.  It is a goid cause!

Scarlett

Ugh

Ugh is all I have to say.  Tired. Glady Ricky is here

Scarlett

Scarlett was born 6 weeks early.  She is beautiful and I pray she gets stronger every say.  She already has a   Yes I am Scarlett attitude.  She wants to see everything.  I love my first granddaughter.  So happy she is here 

More new boss

Well it happened. People are being shuffled.  Carillo. Sirsngano.  I wonder who else will take the hit.  Murphy left.  To fbe successful you have to reach the people. To be successful you have to get more than your bang for a buck to be successful you have to wling to put in more effort.  Drive it

Ugh

New boss I'm scared

Growing

Learning new things at. 55 yes continually.  My angst though gets the better of me. Plan failures. You know it. Ugh

Ali turns 3

Creativity feels good

And Dianna says I forgot Peso.  Omg. Tomorrow!

Happy third birthday almost to my Alastair 

Thursday

Depressed stomach bothering me. Boo hoo

Tired

Just tired. Maybe today I'll get out early. Pray

Just a quiet Sunday

Little lovely lithe let me touch you tell me how. Teach me peaceable planet

Dad's day

Flowers love the rain

Mom

It's been a crazy week.  The big shower on Sunday for Steph and Shawn.  That went very well.  But I've been at the cape since Tuesday.  Mom ended up in the hospital.  She is doing ok now but I swear I thought she was going to be dead if they couldn't figure out what was wrong. 

I am tired not sleeping well. My boss woke me early but that's ok as I need to be at the hospital.  

My stomach is not very good either and I've been off my blood pressure meds two days.  Haha

Mom was moved from the icu floor.  (Didn't even realize it was icu) to a regular room. With quite a view.  

Tears of joy

There is nothing like shedding tears of joy.  It is overwhelming when things go just right and some people touch ones life and you wonder. What would my life be without that person and you know.   It would suck. Thank you to my beautiful daughter Steph and her husband Shawn.  Thank you to my sisters who are always there. Thankyou

 to Bridget and Nels and little Graeson. Thank you for Joanne Lowe and the Kenny OConnell family. Thank you got Cathryn and Danny and thank you for Maria. And the boy who said he never liked cake but he liked mine.  Just a perfect day. Thank you for my husband even if he is crabby. Without him I couldn't have made it

Mom

She doesn't want to go out. Very distressing since I got her s new walker. Just worried

Being 55

At some point you know when others are jut against you.  It does not Mae it easy. You try to examine yourself. You realize your faults but ado question what created this situation.  Sps. That's abut it