Flowers love the rain

Mom

It's been a crazy week.  The big shower on Sunday for Steph and Shawn.  That went very well.  But I've been at the cape since Tuesday.  Mom ended up in the hospital.  She is doing ok now but I swear I thought she was going to be dead if they couldn't figure out what was wrong. 

I am tired not sleeping well. My boss woke me early but that's ok as I need to be at the hospital.  

My stomach is not very good either and I've been off my blood pressure meds two days.  Haha

Mom was moved from the icu floor.  (Didn't even realize it was icu) to a regular room. With quite a view.  

Tears of joy

There is nothing like shedding tears of joy.  It is overwhelming when things go just right and some people touch ones life and you wonder. What would my life be without that person and you know.   It would suck. Thank you to my beautiful daughter Steph and her husband Shawn.  Thank you to my sisters who are always there. Thankyou

 to Bridget and Nels and little Graeson. Thank you for Joanne Lowe and the Kenny OConnell family. Thank you got Cathryn and Danny and thank you for Maria. And the boy who said he never liked cake but he liked mine.  Just a perfect day. Thank you for my husband even if he is crabby. Without him I couldn't have made it

Mom

She doesn't want to go out. Very distressing since I got her s new walker. Just worried

Being 55

At some point you know when others are jut against you.  It does not Mae it easy. You try to examine yourself. You realize your faults but ado question what created this situation.  Sps. That's abut it

Hug high

Sps

Moms sleeping

She fell n the ath tub. I AMA nervous wreck

Sps

Same bullshit. Another supervisor opened my mail.  Never even told. He is just s fucking ass.  He wants a new job.  I can be a leader if I am undermined at every point. I suppose that is how my boss feels. What ass holes

Have a little cold

Ugh. Feeling horrid. Sick and tired. Gotta work though boohoo

My soxs are having a differ cult time

Working on my garden and flowers

It was a harsh winter but some things survived.  Some not.  

Just some pics

Just some pics

Sps Ii

It hold true.  Some people just suck.  True colors. Ugh!

Sps

What is sps. Some people suck. Some adults never grow up.  I'm just sick of it

Shocked

Tonight I was contacted his Facebook. Learned that another friend of mine from youth is dead. So sad. 51. 2. So. 5 years ago.  Upsetting. Lots if friends gone to never see again never to bump into on a wh never to say ony bits Ben years let's have coffe. Let's get tighter and re hash the old neighborhoid.  Never.  Shocking just shocking

Mothers Day

There is a side of me that wishes to retiree.  To not stress or strive to be successful. There is that part of me weeping.   Then sweeping.  I am tired happy yet not fulfilled as of yet. What I see are impossibilities.yet probabilities for the future.  I see my boss struggling with little help and a team that dwell on the negation not trying to build positive. I hear. I want out if here because the job is difficult with obstacles of craft lines used over and over again.  Why us why not us. It's not fair. It's easier the other way I have tooich this or tooich that. But they don't want to. But we don't want to. That is it. Thd ofgice us not to chit chat but to eork. 

Crazy life

Tears come unknown they seep and then  trickle down   I am so tired.  Tomorrow is Ricky's first communion and I don't even know what is happening.  Some people are just ah.  

NYC.

Life

I am really pissed off. Someone played with my hours and therefore my check.  I have to talk to joe about it as things just are not right.  I have z sinus ugh and now I am off to work. Very tired today

Steph and Dad. Steph and Shawn

P

Waiting

Vegas

Vegas

1day wow

Vegas

Just a few days

Sunday. Not resting

So tired my inner leg is in pain.  4 days til we fly outa here!

In vitriol

Scarlett