Sunday, August 12, 2012

Just want to believe

I just want to believe that all things are for a reason. All trials come to an end and that justice is served correctly. But lately I have my doubts. Some people just can't see beyond themselves. There are other things out here waiting wanting and touchable. Don't bother to give to those who don't appreciate the value of you

Thursday, August 09, 2012

Going home

Fourteen years since my Dad passed and my husband quahogged. Thanks to my grandson a milestone today

Newspaper clipping

Wednesday, August 08, 2012

Arghh

Have a headache. Funny. No not funny how the simplest non responses can set me off. I can't change what others do only how I react. What a challenge

Monday, August 06, 2012

Club Fred

Nothing like heat to bring company

Insomnia

My daughter is in NYC so she sends me torture

Sunday, August 05, 2012

Old Deck

The sun makes sweat drips
From pores tongue hangs low
Little teeth show
My puppy once scampering
Hobbles and sits at my feet
We are both turning gray
I dye mine
He wears his salt and pepper
Distinguished

Saturday, August 04, 2012

what was it

sweet child sweet smile
trusting eyes and a grin that wins
a brother who loves you with an open heart
a grammy who you melt oh sweet child
oh sweet Lynk
oh little light
Shine on thee

sentimental...or just mental

sometimes when i read things i have written in this blog...i just get teary eyed...like when i wrote about Johnny's first day of school in first grade.... i so love that child, now another grandson will enter first grade and his life is a mess...not of his fault but because of his parents...
my husband is content to be at home and nap...
i suffer from wanderlust like never before...i just want to move and do things  --explore, visit, collaspe...
that is my mo...the collasping part is not something i want to happen but it does...it feels so good to write sometimes...like right now ....everyone is else where and i am here alone with words and the key board.
yes....my iphone has me totally up set.... but that is all besides the point...i am going to call apple in a few minutes..ugh.

Friday, July 27, 2012

Good and bs

I just saw a dad get out if hie truck with x little baby. His wife the other side with about a 3 years old. They were all smiling

On the bs s. my carriers can be ah. And same for my boss. I'm just the middle person just like growing up

Sunday, July 22, 2012

been busy

Life has a way of getting by...days roll and roll and nights come and go, morning bustle and hustle a way a day a night a tray a try a thought a wish a moment a kiss a story a thought an inkling to just wish that things would stay when you think them and maybe you could ink them but the clock just ticks and you are pressed and cannot fish nor can you swim or run or walk or dash or meanderer or skip
just wish i could every time i had a thought that i thought was worth keeping write it down so it would be there later for when i have time as i never have time
and perspective is not always good for sometimes you see something as one way and someone else sees it as another and it is a collision in the sky and an explosion that just destroys what you thought was there.  it takes alot to recover from these explosions and maybe some times they destroy an idea, a soul, a moment, a life even.  that is what share perspective is that is not seen as the same goal or effort, or even job. 

Sunday, July 15, 2012

Days to come

Has been a rough week since last weekend. Shocking as a matter of fact. But here I am surviving. Myomere is ok but not great or fantastic. She is kinda complacent and I don't think she thinks she can make it better even though the doctors tell her she needs to do more to get stronger. It is difficult.

Wednesday, July 04, 2012

Happy 4th of July

July 4, 2012, how did it get here so quickly.
Next Sunday the big ole man party down the cape,
still preparing for it.
lots to do.
will post over the hill cake when complete. Going to have to make it and freezer it...
don't want it melting like and ice cap!
so many thoughts so little time
love bring it in with the sun
with the rain
with the tears
with the pain
it shouldn't be painful
it should be free
it should be you and me just being happy to be
that is all
happy 4th to all

Sunday, July 01, 2012

just some thoughts...

did something odd to this blog, will have to figure it out --

Tall Ships are in Beantown something I want to go see.  Hopefully we will, I'll probably have to go it alone as usual

Will post if get to them.
yahooo