Ricky and his boys

Little Lynk

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Saying goodbye to my baby's room

Memorial day weekend

I have 3 days off. Whoopee. It has been forever. I miss my son. And well. That's how it is

Life is good but I still have wishes and dreams

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Moving my. Office

Nothing like moving my office

Can't sleep

Woke at 3:30 again. Too much stuff
Maybe it is the rain I hear crackling tapping or the wind I hear billowing blowing. Maybe it isn't heart yearning to make love perfect with all it's imperfections. Maybe it is me. Maybe it is you. Maybe

What maybe will be maybe. I can't change a thing. It doesn't matter how unhappy you are or I am or the family. It is all in his court and he uses every excuse do. Let go let God I say to you. You have those two little loves. Their lives so precious. I wish I could change things but I can't. For you for him. It just sucks for us too

May20th

11 dAYS left to May... Dianna is upset and I feel bad for her, her boss is being unfair and saying mean things to her.  That is bs.  I could get a live in maid, then why doesnt she.  I don't know anyone who would work for that amount of money....really she would have to pay alot more.

On the other spectrum I don't know, just crazy and worried and need to get out and relax.  Starting to empty my office..wow  this is going to be difficult.  here I go

concerned... emailed a fwd and it showed up...very odd.
having a difficult morning, do not know where to go with this..infiltrated liver...geesh, cyst on my kidney, gall stones..stuff i dont even want to know about ouch... not a good prospect for the future. but oh well
here i go

Lynk and lil Ricky

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Mother's Day

Everyone says, Happy Mother's Day, and I do mean it to all...yet I am so very unhappy...unhappy there is no milk for my coffee...it just pisses me off, unhappy that my son is back in a program and trying to find himself yet again after a horrid 3 weeks of wondering what the fuck he was doing...it is just brutal...he was mean and just non relenting to everyone, and then he had something going somewhere else and who does he think he is creating children and just not being there for them.  I am just sooo angry. He keeps digging a deeper hole for himself, will it never end?

Johnny Ricky and kids. Leaves

Charlestown. Bunker Hill

Yes this was a beautiful day