2021March in and going out

 First shot today the phizer.  Fred has a rash from the moderna.  I am relaxing after putting on the green.  It came out pretty good.  

So that was good when done.  Enjoyed by all

Made plans fir wdw in October hope it all goes well. Looking forward to this time with my hubby. Time as it is is going by way too fast. The loss of Tweety and now my brothers cancer diagnosis. Loom.  Retirement in a couple of months hope I make it. 

It's All Because of the Moon, or Really I say, it's All because of a well known quarterback upsetting the universe or the apple cart as we've known it

 The expectation that this year would be nothing like another year that I have even known has truly exceeded itself.

I was welcomed into the true world of having children that make their own decisions, regardless of counsel, that are shocking,  

How I love that song, End of Innocence

That is so true, when innocence ends we as human beings suffer.  When true love exists you weather through the storms and never leave.  You work it out.  Interference by others is just that, not something others should get into.  Fact, mind your own business.

I am not cooking   I yell to my son who refuses to learn how to cook, and my husband who does cook at times, and myself who cooks all the time.  Right now I am writing, what I love to do, in the quiet let the imagination run free, in 

Interupted.

Now I am back here, but then again,  two sons pancakes, 1 daughter dance, and 1 daughter tears.

Where am I supposed to go with all these feelings, it really sucks.

this person is a liar but I will let it go

little people love little babies

omg I forgot about this nasty surgery

how they have grown

Time ticks slowly when you wait

If you just do. You are never waiting.  My granddaughter says the other day that she loves the rain.  I wonder if she always will. 

Sunday November 2019 Sunday

The world becomes scarier everyday.  Couple traveling across country found buried in a shallow grave.  Murderers thieves angry lying people.  So tragic.  What can make the world change?   Be a better person only to know there a scumbags out there ready to take what is yours or hurt someone you love.   My granddaughters are so cute and wonderful.  They are just the best. 

New York New York

Don’t like the sports teams but do love to visit the city.  So off we go. Two shows. Times Square we’re there

Labor Day weekend 2019

Made two batches pure soap

One grapefruit rose geranium

One bergamot Rosemary

Found out rose clay is a deep colorant.  Real beats fake

9/2/2019

making plaster for the kids to paint when they come.  cleaning refrigerator and well
still hoping to retire sooner than later.

can not believe how beautiful the "wedding soap" came out
not crazy about the bastille soap, doubt I will make it again.
enjoying the quiet

Love is
Love
tears
fears
I say put out your hand and take it gently
listen and assist if you are able
I am unable right now
unable to cry although I want to
it has been this way for a long time
I just want to snap
pressure from all sides
work for free
that is what they do
they guilt you into working for free
or they say you waste time so that things cant be done
pressure is unreal
from all places

 

Moms hair

July 3

I have a miserable cold.  Fred bought home lobster and little necks.  Dinner though lots of work was awesome.   Wish I felt better. Oh well

Wow been awhile

For months we’ll years my app was in need. Update update and now I found it to be true. How cool is this.    Lots to do around here. Early springflowers are up. Love looking at them in the morning before going to work.  I really love them. 💚

I’m back

Somehow I was lost could not find my blog for over a year but now I back in and we shall see where it takes me

Little Dora

Ugh

Yes boots.  

Stuff

Tomorrow is a big day

Fred Ct scan

What is exactly there.  Then Monday 

I know I have an appt but I forget the date. Maybe next week. 

Twisted

The world is a twister

Emotions opinions how crazy can things get.  Blessings to everyone

Suffering

Yup it doesn't stop. If not one. Another. I just have to step back

Gabby

Ugh

Ugh

Craziness

I hate Facebook.  Some times you just go mad. I've gone mad.  But I guess the reality that Donald Trump is our president elect is real.  I am not a protester but I feel so much angst in so many people I know it is very hard to not be upset. So much has damaged my psyche. I can't stand it

Truth

Sometimes what is the truth is not the same truth for others. My truth is not your truth. How can this be. Because of perceptions and anticipations. Relative to all things.  I can't do it. I can support a hateful world one of prejudice and selfishness and out and out bigotry. I will not