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Cape

At the cape again worried and I don't know why. Silence and the meds make her lose track of time. I still have a headache and my eyes hurt.  Finding it hard to deal with everything's. Pray pray I say pray for help to get you through.  That's all you can do

Tuesday

Today I am completely exhausted. Could big get to sleep. Now up early with a headache.  Back to work. Not that I mind my job at all. I just really have z headache.  Dress is taking its toll on me. It is 4 months with Bell's palsy.  My fear is that it will will me on the other side. And we'll.  hopefully by the time our vacation comes it won't be so bad

I actually feel like eating

Well this is a change.  

Also saw Gollum today. You're pinching me she said. But I wasn't and then she said it again. I gave her my wrist and said. Pinch me

She pops up from having her eyes closed and says. I'll have a crab cake please. Would you like a salad?  A small salad.  No. The crab cake and then we'll see.

Sleeping Beauty

She opens her eyes and says good morning!  A faint smile and her eyes are tired.  How are you?

I'm happy I'm still here ---but I wonder if she means it.  I should stop wondering I suppose.

She asks for Tea. And I ask do you want breakfast?  1/2 hour later? A banana? No. I had opened it so I eat it myself.  1/2 hour later---  how about breakfast?  No. How about bacon?  Ok

I bring her two strips of bacon and she eats them in between resting her eyes. No juice.  2 sips of tea. Eyes closed again   Sleeping

She opens her eyes and looks at her watch. 1030.  Closes her eyes

No paper has come. Will that wake her. I need to change her

Monday

Today mom is not that hungry. She did have her fav cherry yogurt at 9 pm. She also watched paradise. Crazy reality show. She cracks me up.  I must drive her crazy with my phone. She doesn't say anything.  Ken will be down for classes.  All is as it will be I guess.  Sometimes I just watch her breathing making sure she still is.  As long as she is eating  once she stops it won't be good 

Truth

Today mom said.  I want to be home

But you are home

No she said. This is a bed. Fact 

Lolly rises