another overwhelming day

i was just laying on the sofa feeling sorry for myself, thinking of pizza instead of the ribs, Bus planned dinner... but... and the door bell rang, not once but twice...and there was a big little ole man holding a beautful pail of flowers... and on the card it said, "from your favorite Charlestown customers" and right then I knew it really came from my favorite Charlestown carriers but i am overwhelmed...I wonder if I have really died and didnt realize it....
since this happened to me i have had so many people sending me cards and flowers and fruit... and just all in all well wishes i am most humbled and appreciative

memorial day 2011

it is humid so hot ugly really... we have a pool but it isnt up yet..this back has done it again... put me out of the running...backed me up not ive got your back.. not too again----watching parenthood with the B man... yup old movie that still rings true
kids sleeping quiet

in the quiet i hear the sun shinning
i hear the clouds roaring overhead
i hear the silence in the quiet
the steps creaking
the birds tweeting
the cat running up and down the stairs
tail behind
in the quiet

pics

pics from 2010

it's really almost half over... 2011 and i never put anything in here from 2010...
so here i go

sat

it is saturday may 28th pugsley is 10 years old today... that seems nearly impossible to believe. uploaded all my iphone photos so i can blog them while stuck here-- back and leg not doing so well.... hope i can get the block and get back to life the week after this.

here is a pic of steph's and my nails she is soo funny!

getting settled...sorta

not feeling well at all---sick to my stomach not sure of the pain... it is there but i can't even determine what it is doing to me...so weak...nothing tastes right and my head weighs one thousand pounds. I really want to refuse to go through this again, but it happened, like a breathe, my leg just kicked out from underme, consummed in pain, unable to stand, sit, walk, just lying on my side hurt. nothing like it ever and i don't want to go through that again. still did not hear from the sports club about the cellulitus. and that is not right either. will dither my days trying to write in here keeping myself, my mind from going wild. best day of this week, Steph 33 Ricky 30 wow can't believe it.

wow wow and then wow again