august 31

last day of the month and i have barely written...all year really.... there are so many thoughts but never that easy time of pen and paper..just busy busy busy all the time...last night sooo tired just dropped to the sheets... chivalry ---that is what my husband needs more of... and right now im not changing that song...if i wanted to be independent and self sufficient i would just be that way...there is nothing wrong with helping someone out.. too much stuff going on and i am stressed..i hate my nerves when i am stressed...ladda ladda

shot nerves

my nerves are shot, but for no reason except for the changes around here... managing but would be easier if i didnt worry so much... going to the airport to pick up Jeanne from Hawaii... nice vacation for her so i am glad... i think sometimes the perfect vacation for me would to be to just go away to a beach by myself... but now i cant even sit in the sun after going to the beach with Jo for 3 hours i got a nice burn..not a bad one, but red and i never get red... perhaps i will be totally brown by the time i return to work...

Ricky got a job and starts today, i am a nervous wreck... Mikey is challenged once again with his sybling rival...oh my i wonder how i will make it...oh well got to get into the shower..and fred has awaken... i dont want to miss a minute of not having to work...silly but true.